As expected.. LOL... CHANGING back.. to... blogspot...

yes... Simplicity is up... click on it and you're there!!! hahaaa..

Why did I choose to change?? I simply dislike blogdrive.. :D yeap... preference.. my dear friends... I prefer blogspot.. hahaaa.. *high 5 to those using blogspot* hahaaa..

Reading
Sleeping
Sweating
Day dreaming
Smiling
Laughing
Disturbing
Talking
Shouting
Jumping

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And everything that ends with -ing..

Oh yeah..

Am going to get a new closet tonight.. Going to Sungei Wang tomolo.. Bently too.. hahahahaaa... using some savings to get some stuffs.. I've TOO MANY PEOPLE HAVING THEIR BDAYS IN APRIL!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhh...

I guess it's time to change. Change the manner I see myself, change how I take people's harsh criticism, change how I view people,change how I view people's opinions, change my mindset,  and most of all, change how I feel about God.

To go through the metamorphosis of character ain't easy. MAy God's strength be with me.

It's time to evaluate everything I have. The friendships I have, the relationships I have. At times I wonder whether the relationships I always wanted.. were they the ones God wanted for me? If they were, why do so many problems exist?

From the depth of my heart, I feel that certain things I've rushed into without turning to God for wisdom brought me pain and hurts. I wonder were they worth it?

Some relationships, particular the relationship with 'he', were the ones that left so many scars and doubts about myself. I guess it's time to change. Purge myself of such relationship. I thought, if God had wanted me to have this from the start, He would have put at the easy or normal mode rather than the difficult mode.

Life isn't a bed of roses, it isn't; it'll never be.

One day in Secret Recipe.. Jon thought of mommy... So, he sms-ed her..

Jon: Mommy-to-be, mam mam... Me eating at Secret Recipe oh... Nyam nyam... Ah... sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice... ah...

June: Eh! Haha.. Eat at secret recipe then can think of mum.. not bad ah! Belanja plz!

Jon: Lol.. See.. ur son so sek u... Haha... Of course remember u la! MOM...

June: Haha! I just went to secret recipe two days ago... The fella look at me one kind... Yea... u sek ur mum but never belanja makan...

(does sek-ing u mom has anything to do with belanja-ing? Plus... am not working officially oso!!)

Jon: U stay sooo far away... When's ur bday?

June: Haha... I wanna go klcc today! Erm... My bday pass d la... Jan 26.. Eating with family??

(ppl!!! remember that her bday is on JAN 26!!! Betta be careful... )

Jon: No... my bro belanja-ing some of de youths makan... Haha... so I am not the one paying... Haha...

June: Mum got no lunch! T.T Haha... u tar pau then send here k? Thanks!

Jon: Address plz..... But hor... Even if I send... When reach tehre oso spoil ady wor...

June: U go door to door and find my house plz... Easy oni.. Hahaa.. So better start finding my house before it rosak!

(Shua Shua... doesnt she sound the same always??? It's like her trademark sentence...)

Jon: -_-"""" Wah... ok... No pobem... U slowly wait ah... K? Haha... *evil larf*

June: Cheh!! I thot u love ur mum!! Ah... I should have known... Its all lies!!! T.T hahaa...

Jon: Wat lies?! Gosh!!! *innocent look* lalala..

June: Jon..... U......... U...... Break.......... My.......... Not so very fragile heart... But its alright... Hahaa...

Jon: Unbreak my heart...... Say u love me again....... undo this hurt......

June: Song im listening to now... KING of KINGs! Lord of lords! Hallelujah! x5 .... O.o quite freaky...

Jon: O.o wat song is tat?? U sing til so..... so...... soooooo........oh, nvm... Haha...

June: Pif! Some song my brother is playing on the com... so freaky.... Haha!! Okay lar... I go get ready for youth di... Bye! Take care.....

*no replies anymore..... hahahahaaa*

On 24.3.2006.... Suddenly in the afternoon....
Baldwin sms-ed...

Winwin: Uncle Jon! Happy birthday! Many happy returns and wishin u all d best for all things. god bless...

(looking at the uncle word.. I was... -_______-""" and then with the typical cartoon look and sound... I shouted... "APEE?!?!??!!")

Jon: Aiks... Don lar uncle... Still young u know? Hahaha... Anyway, thanks thanks... So when can I get my pressie...

June interrupts..

June: Happy Birthday Uncle!

(-_-"""""" what de... lu two pikat dan buli saye ke??)

Jon: Aiyo.... Son!! Son!!! It's SON or Beloved handsome dear son!! Not uncle le ma... U've mistaken de wrong man la ma...

Win: Hahaa... Just jk... June ask me to give u a kiss... Hehehee.. hv fun!!

(-__-"" bday kiss huh??)

Winwin: No wonder... LOL... u 2 ah... Hahahaa.. Anyway thanks dude...

(Please don be mistaken.. I am not gay.... ishhhH!!! Why did I reply this way btw??)

June: Hahaa!! Okay lar... My beloved son... Hope u're having fun... BAldwin says he wanna give u a big kis...

(-_-""' mum thinks I am gay... I shot)

Jon: I think I juz received one from him... via sms... u wanna kiss ur beloved son??

June: hahaa.. Yea.. mebbe... Baldwin gotta give u one first...

(-____-""" she juz loves me being gay.. HOW COULD SHE?!?!?! I am a PPPUUUUREEEEE Male okay??? Who has affections towards girls more than boys... sheesh!!!! And I am genuinely NOT gay...)

Jon: Oh really? When??

June: Hahaa.. Baldwin says come to klcc to claim the kiss...

(-__-"" sounds like racing games ... Amazing Race !!!! to KLCC to claim a kiss.. how lame could it be???)

Jon: He's in klcc now?? What the? ... How la? My house super far from there la..

June: then sorry lur.. We cant give u the present .. Haha

Jon: Aww.. Now only tell me... Ooh.. That winwin no need to work meh?? Go pat tor wid my mommy? I don wan a skinny dad... Cuz ppl'll get confused betwen me and him!

June: Hahaa.. Good ma lidat.. like father like son...

-__________-"""""""""

Jon: don wan... Get a macho daddy... SO can protect the kids! Haha..

Winwin: ooi!! Uncle!!! Wat not macho arr???

Jon: Ya la!!! u tak cukup macho la!! Hmph!! Flex ur muscles and see!! Blek!!


And there goes the chats.... hahahaa...

Thanks for all the texts and messages and surprises you guyz had given me.. It's great to have you guyz around...

Some of my youths came over and gave me a surprise too.. hhahaa.. and check out what they did to my face with 1/10 of the cake....


yeah... my dear face.... all these are LIVE pics ok?? no posings.. hahaa.. and those hands u see are my bro Gerard's and Joyce's hands... Gerard on my right and Joyce on my left... *sighs*

pimpleys comin out again... LOL...

Oh anyway... am currently facing attacks... really heavy and am trying to COMMAND AND CONQUER!!!!! But it's reallly tough... And it's funny... Everybody's busy in my life... it's really difficult to get people to talk to and seek support.. ahhhh ... am going crazee... Talk to my bro.. he oso dun understand... sighs... it's depressing...

btw, Vernie... the eggie's hair growing lar!!! hahahaa...